Summer is coming to an end, school starts in three weeks!!! AHH!!! say goodbye to Me! I am going to be working full time as the Associate Manager at Famous Footwear. Also for about 6 weeks I will be running the store!! The store manager will be gone, and I get to run the place! I am excited.. also freaking out!
I will also be taking 9 credits at Salt Lake Community College! I was doing 15 until I realized that I only needed 9 to get my associates degree, and that I was working full time as well. So YES i will be getting my Associates Degree by December!! I am one excited girl!!
This summer has been great! A summer of first! I have (somewhat) conquered my fear of roller coasters. Spent a weekend in St. george, gone jet skiing, four wheeling, and have taken a ride on a razor. It has been a blast! (thanks to Trevor of course) I dare say one of the best summer I have had to date. Lovin every minute. I should have taken pictures!!! Silly me!
Well, I best get going.. I am now going boating!! Livin' the life!!
And, i would also like to make a shout out to my family. Love them to death. Sunday night game nights are the highlight of my week! (pretty sure Trevor looks forward to them too) Spoons anyone?
Bye!

Summer Fun!

hey guys, it's been quite sometime sense I have wrote on this lovely blog! So I will update you real quick on what has been going on lately!
I have been working real hard at famous footwear! I am working towards being the associate manager! It's a ton of responsibility,but I love it!

Now for the fun stuff! I can't say too much because I have now found out that my boy reads everything I say! Except for this past week I have seen trevor every single day! The little punk decided to go to Hawaii without me!  He has called me almost every night, and I could talk to him forever! When he is home we spend our time laughing, talking, cuddling, and watching tosh.o! He has become my best friend, and I enjoy my time with him greatly! So, since trevor will probably be reading this sometime soon.. Thanks for agreeing to taking me on a date, thanks for all the laughs, thanks for all the kisses, and I can't wait to see what happens!!!
Oh, and enjoy the rest of your trip ya butt!!

well, that's it for now!! Thanks for reading, and have a great day!!

Ain't He Cute???

So, I have met a great guy. He doesn't know I have a blog (or at least I haven't told him I have one) Do you know what this means? I get to talk about him all I want, and he will never know!!! Unless he google's me.
We went Four Wheeling today.

Zach says he looks like an old man in this picture. He is only 22 I promise. I think we are kinda cute :)

It was SOOOO much fun!!!! First time four wheeling was a success if you ask me!!!

Peace & Love

Funny Grandma

This is the funny thing that happened last night.
My dad and I were sitting in the living room at around nine o'clock at night. I was on the computer, and my dad was watching TV. Out walks my grandma..
Me: What are you doing with your pillow and blanket?
G: I just wanted to come sit out here.
Me: Okay..
G: Oh is it only nine at night?
Dad: Yes mom
G: oh, I thought it was the morning.
Dad and I continued to laugh as grandma went back to her room.
Up walks michael and shows my dad his booklet that has his blood pressure numbers. Out walks grandma
G: MICHAEL YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE AT WORK!
Dad: Mom, it is still night time!
My grandma then hits herself in the forhead and lowers her head.
Me: Grandma it sounds like you need to go back to bed!
G: I have been a sleep for a very long time!!
I laugh for quite sometime as my grandma goes back to bed.

ha ha sooooooo funny!!!
Then this morning my grandma walks out and says.."it's morning right?"
Me: yes yes it is!

I smile when i am sad.. I smile when I am mad.. I smile when I am scared Etc..

Hold on to your horses because this post is going to be a venting one.
Let me just clue everyone in on how Stephanie works. She doesn't like to ask for help. She doesn't like to disappoint. She laughs to hide tears. She tries to go with the flow. When she is upset don't give her a hug. She tries to be positive. She sees the good in everyone, and continuously gives them chances. Stay away from her during that time of month. She is stubborn. 
It is ridiculous, but it is who I am.
I actually have surprised a few people when I tell them all of my worries. One of my friends said, "whoa Steph, I had no clue you had self esteem issues!" First off what girl doesn't? I just hide things well I guess. Why walk around worrying, and being so down. Life is to be lived. If you make mistakes then that's when you need to learn from them right?
This whole conversation is coming up because someone close to me said that, "I am TOO much Happy go Lucky" It kinda hit a nerve. I had a friend once said that, "I don't understand, because I have such a perfect life!" ugh..That made me really mad! People don't know that I sometimes cry. People don't know that I worry way too much. But these people don't know these  things because I do it alone. My best friend left on a mission, and he was the one that I worried with and cried with. No one else.
Well, now that that is out. I want to change. I want to let people in. I want to ask for help. Crying is very healthy. I need to turn to the lord to answer question. This life is not meant to be handled by yourself. I just ask for people to be patient. I am a lot more sensitive then I look. I pretend to be tough. I'm not.

On a lighter note...
Some positive things about Stephanie..
She is caring, loving, funny, amazing eyes, cute smile, forgiving, she makes friends easily, fun, lights up a room, throws a killer party, random, spontaneous, and a whole lot more.
Thanks for letting me vent.
It's been great!!
Adios

SLOW DOWN!!!!

Dear Life,
Please just freeze!!
You are speeding by too fast that I can't decide what my next move is.. it just kinda happens! ha ha
Maybe its just I need to slow down? take a moment and breathe! Well.. i guess i will go buy a plane ticket to Hawaii so I can have a week of laying on a beach.
I work 40 hours a week!!! ouchie! I never realized how much 40 is until now! It's a lot! I wake up at 5:45 Am almost every day, and that is tough! It helps that the pay checks are nice, but I am afraid that I am going to get bored.. pretty fast.
I am going to school... nothing much to say here except.. I am glad that in two weeks I AM DONE!!!!
I am sorta kinda dating a boy. Okay we are dating, but its just complicated. He actually is a sweetheart! and to my family: i hope to bring him by sometime soon! It will happen when it happens. No worries we are just starting off, we haven't even talked about the future of our relationship. Basically we just eat ice cream, and laugh... kiss.. cuddle.. all of that early relationship crap!
Oh.. and i really need a vacation!!!!!!!
Maybe St. geezy sometime soon :)
Oh and I am now 20!!!!
That is the latest catch up for now!!!

Here is the new do!

Cute and SASSY!

GOOD NIGHT!

Funny Moment by Stephanie #2,347,341

Ha ha so do you ever just get done doing something, and then think about what you did and laugh. Well, this happens to me quite often.
Today, at work, I told a lady that i would call her back so that we could get her information set up to order her some contacts. I told her i would call sometime after 3. I was in a training session until 330 so i called her right after that. Well, she didn't pick up. So i left a message. It went something like this...

"Hey zoya, this is stephanie from 1800 contacts and i was just calling you back to set up the order. Well, if you could call us back at 1800 contacts that would be great. We then can send those contacts out to you. Thanks"

Okay really "call us back at 1800 contacts"?? I am an idiot. ha ha i laughed all the way home because frankly i can admit how awkward that probably sounded. funny.

Have a good day!!